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Long ago, just like the hearse you die to get in again. We are, so far, far from you. Bring it on, just like the hearse you slide to incinerate the lives of everyone you know. And what's the worse to do, from everyone heart you break, and like the blade you stain. Well i've been holding on tonight. What's the worst that i can say? Things are better if i stayed, so long and good night, so long and good night.

Sunday, October 30, 2005

44th chong hwa graduation ceremony

yesterday attended the graduation ceremony... well... sheep was supposed to be at school by 7am... but he overslept n was almost late for the ceremony (bad sheep >__<") he arrived at almost 8am.. i arrived after him... but he was in class while i walk myself to the hall.. thinking whether to go up to the classroom onot.. he told me tht he might be coming down d.. thn i heard someone calling me.. turned my back n saw my long lost Shanna.. nyek nyek.. long time din see her d.. cant remember when was the last time i saw her d... so instead of walking up.. i followed her to the right side of the hall... where the senior 3 n lower n upper 6 students gather... so onli me n Shanna soh soh dei juz stood there doing nothing.. looking at the other classes chit-chatting... onli 6A2 wasn't there... heard Ying Shin (Yi Xin) said tht they are still upstairs... she damn funny la as usual.. one of the fren gave her a flower.. so she turned to me n shanna n ask.. do i look like a fairy after holding tis flower? honestly... with the look of hers... walao... ppl will laugh till they drop dead.. since i'm so kind n frenly.. i juz grin n errr... kept my mouth shut.. thn after tht she had 2 flowers on her hand.. n asked again.. does she look even more like a fairy.. i wanted to laugh but i have to control myself.. l8r offended her thn not good looh.. thn Shanna tambah garam by saying she will look more better if she had the glowing ring on top of her head.. zha dou.. finally Jia Hong.. noticed me.. my former partner for head of cleanliness.. nyek nyek... still no sight of sheep yet.. >__<"

disciplinary head Lee Swee Ang angrily asked the students to get into lines.. n told me tht i couldn't enter the hall yet.. i juz answered him yaya, i know.. thn he left for another place... this is onli when sheep appeared... but din talk much... saw Jacky n quickly asked him whether he had the latest version of RO installation cd.. coz sheep forgotten to bring.. n the Halloween events onli last for 2 days... my brother wants to play with his fren Eve... sigh... he was grumpy when i told him tht sheep din bring... n he will onli bring in on Monday.. not long later.. they had to enter the hall d... leaving me alone outside.. dunno wat to do... thn i saw Kar Chien, Meng Hoe n You Quan* (never knew his english name.. never once same class).. saw them walking out of the school.. wanna chase them but saw them heading behind the car park.. tot they wanna leave d.. aih... Meng Hoe took my FF8 guide book n forgot to return the book after a very very long time.. one year d i think.. hmm

after an hour.. i finally entered the hall after Gideon (the stupid big belly PE teacher) asked y am i standing at the coridor.. actually i dunno tht the guest can go in d.. tht's y i stood outside like a silly person... luckily stupid Gideon came n took me in.. muahahhaa.. so i sat at the last row, at the corner.. where juz at one glance i can see some of the frens like Jin Seng, Chuan, Shen Lun, Bryan, Jacky, Yit Meng n sheep... hee hee.. suddenly sheep turned n saw me sitting at the corner.. he asked me to sit in front but i refused.. he was a bit mad n sat with me for awhile.. shocking was tht Kar Chien n the other 2 guys were back.. thn Meng Hoe paused n gave me a paiseh look coz he knew he had forgotten to bring the guide book..(shame on u!) so i told sheep tht the tallest boy was the one i once mentioned to him.. which i had a crush on when i was form 3.. he used to sit beside me.. after tht they sat a few rows in front of me.. chat awhile with sheep thn he went back to his seat.. looking unhappy coz i din wanna sit in front.. lolx

during the ceremony.. we had the choir singing the national anthem n the school's anthem.. well.. since it's gonna be the last time tht i'll be singing with the song... so i oso sang the song silently.. sometimes... i wonder.. i would be with them if i didn't left high school.. i'll be joining the crowd singing together... n having plenty of signatures on the uniform... n loads of photos... lolx... but thinking back at the so-called-torturing days... scared i fail n cannot get the graduation cert juz like Shanna... i heard tht she was the onli on in class who failed to get the cert.. wasted.. n she got last place in class... 43/43 O__O" really break the record.. but sheep got 5th place~ heehee.. shud buy sumthing to encourage him.. but he'll be working part time... maybe no chance to watch The Exorcism with us d... sobsob... i was looking fwd to it for over a month... sigh... T___T.. gtg bathe d.. going out.. i'll continue later on

Friday, October 28, 2005

bOrEd tO dEAth

today is one of the most boring days of my life.... nothing to do.. juz sitting in front of the pc playing n chatting... soooo sien... not really in good mood either... got back my math results... 19/40... juz 1 more marks n thn i can pass mid-term... sigh.. looks like i wont be able to make it again this sem... the marks are juz too low for me to pass... the Legendary one has not attend today's math class... so nobody knows her marks... i think i better wait for her to ask Mr Chen.. thn she will automatically tell me oso... How Chuan said tht his score is not as high as mine wor.. dunno got bluff me onot... but i did heard Mr Chen saying to him tht he's still poor...

the great thing tht Mr Chen said today was... the August intake students r weaker compared to Jan, March n May intake... n August intake didn't make up to his expectations.. no one had full marks... the highest is Elaine Lam Sau Wai among our group.. who got 37 i think... the science stream student werent as bad as her either... Debbie oso had 30+.. i think 34??

on Monday, the renovation will begin... means bye bye to even more things... maybe today the ceiling which has been accompanying me for.. i dunno... maybe... 10 years? the wall paper... the light which would go off by itself on n off.. the walls, the paint.. the wardrobe, the dressing table.. juz leaving me in an empty room.. where i can onli see my bed.. n bags of clothings.. boxes of things which are being packed... soon.. even my bed will go to god knows where...

tmr is Chong Hwa's graduation day... i'll be going as early as 7am to teman my sheep.. said tht i've been cold to him.. =__=" n the ceremony starts as late as 9.30.. holy cow! sheep lost the RM10 i gave him when i bumped into him in Mutiara today... after tht... i oso bumped into Mindy... darn she looks shorter than b4... either she has been tht short or i've grown taller.. muahahahhaa.. imposible la.. i cannot grow any taller d... ahem.. maybe coz in college there are many ppl who share around the same height as me.. i prefer standing next to a taller person.. coz it makes me feel shorter.. nyek nyek.. NO OFFENCE to the ppl who r shorter than me

New Birth of my Blog~

finally.. blogspot >___<" where ANYONE can post... coz Wan Yian complaint tht she couldn't post at MSN spaces.. tsk tsk... anyways, i may blog anywhere i wan.. it could be either at MSN or here~ *e5e5

it seems tht there's more ppl starting blog.. many blogspot users.. n those who recently started their new blogs doesn't exclude Yung Hui n Mindy.. n ME.. nyek nyek nyek...

the latest thing tht happened is... sheep oso had his frenster account.. beh song beh song! no privacy d.. cannot add leng zai d.. if not he jealous... juz kidding.. coz i dun simply add ppl oso.. he wanna jealous thn jealous for adding him lo.. the latest person i've add recently... n another one.. Jan-E.. aiks...

Bryan Chong Chun Hao! u better bring my birthday presents laaaaa.. u kept me waiting for a very very LONG time d.. since when? form 4 or form 5 ah? tht time me n Shanna bought u the teddy bear tht says "well done".. which we dunno u've did a great job on wat.. sobsob... u always cheat little girl's feelings for a very long time d... hmmp! give ppl false hope~

SPM is finally coming, bless Choo Vincent (the taufufah bugger), my cousin bro n Mindy, Michele or whoever is having their exams..