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Long ago, just like the hearse you die to get in again. We are, so far, far from you. Bring it on, just like the hearse you slide to incinerate the lives of everyone you know. And what's the worse to do, from everyone heart you break, and like the blade you stain. Well i've been holding on tonight. What's the worst that i can say? Things are better if i stayed, so long and good night, so long and good night.

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Money IS the Root of All Evil

u've heard abt it, debated abt it, presented it, or maybe even wrote abt it. but how true is tis statement? how far can it go? have u ever experienced it b4?

let me tell u a story abt a man who's so into his money tht he even accused his own wife for stealing his money in front of the relatives. he backstabs his own wife, n he made it. the relatives doesnt believe the wife anymore when she was seeking help.

the real story was tht, the man had been stealing money from his wife without her even realizing it. slowly, the man took his wife's share of money for 20 years. wat did the wife do with the given money? she used them to buy marketing stuff, she has to give her children allowances, pay for her insurance. we know now the government has provide lesser subsidies for petrol. prices rose almost in everything. there was no increment in her pay, onli deduction from her husband.

his wife, devoting herself to the family. and yet, the man goes around tellin ppl his wife is a thief, how bad she was. juz imagine.. if u r the wife, what wud u do? to stay or to leave? relatives gives u the looks tht u're a bad person, someone they cannot hold faith in, cant put their trust in u. a modern society like now, ppl rather get a divorce to get out from this abusive husband. but she is still hanging on to the family. she raised her children with her bare hands. no servants, no helpers, onli her. she doensn't go work. simply bcoz her husband doesn't allow tht to happen.

he wants to be god in the hse. he want to play smart all the time. he thinks he's correct all the time. he must take control in everything. he batters his children's self esteem. their lives at home, with him n all his nonsence, it is like hell. whn he hits the wife, it's more than hell. does he love his wife? the wife felt hurt whn she recalls abt it. she did nothing wrong, her onli mistake was to marry into tis family. tis cursed family.

tis greedy family, everyone fights for money. all talks abt money. all boast how rich they are. she choose to remain simple. her sister-in-laws dress up beautifully, n sometimes even overdressed, she doesnt go beyond her limit. she isn't as rich as them. they go to the office, they do a bit of work n shake their legs most of the time. they get paid. wat they have nothing to do, they listen to gossips.. they hear wat they are being told. the man talks bad n does bad things behind the wife's knowledge.

the wife doesn't know much abt the ongoings in the office. she hardly goes to the office. onli one of her sister-in-law was kind enuff to show simpathy and told her wat had actually happened in the office. the wife knows tht one of the sister-in-law is emotionally attached with her husband. the man looks nice in public, but at home, he's a devil. he smothers everyone. including his nephews n nieces. who has he not condemn yet? ah.. yes.. the sister-in-law who is emotionally attached to him. he praises her. he smiles with her. he laughs with her. he talks with her. slowly, the vixen doesn't show any respect for his wife. she's the bitch in the eyes of the other relatives as well.

it has said tht she was once caught dating with one of the distant relative. who caught them? the wife of tht relative. she has already hold the record of commiting infidelity. she can do it once, y not twice? she steals the husband of others. juz bcoz she has problems with her marriage, she doens't have the rights to seek comfort in other ppl's husband. she has past her limits. she shall pay for her sins. how does she live everyday? don't she even feel remorse? i doubt tht. she's juz a bloody bitch. she cares for no one but money n herself. rumours said tht she married into the family bcoz her husband was rich.

remember one thing. punishment isn't necessarily on the sinner itself. it could be on the next generation. don't think tht u've sin, u got away with it juz bcoz u werent being punished. today u sinned, the next day, the consequences could be on ur children, or even ur loved ones. dare u take the risk? think twice. the lord onli forgives once, n sends u to hell twice.

Monday, April 10, 2006

Beginnin of exams, ending of foundation...

8th of April, our first subject of the day was... taa TAA~ none other than Statistics.. it was the worse paper that i've ever sat for.. Finite Maths was easier compare to this! hmm... okok, i'm juz crapping... guessed tht i didn't put enuff afford into Stats.. hmm... when i came out of the exam hall, i was almost in tears.. onli until when we went for lunch thn onli i can regain my smile... juz imagine, if i failed one stupid Stats n forced to stay back in foundation... actually i dun mind.. but going back to foundation onli for one subject.. r u kidding me? wasting my time.. but thn.. look on the bright side, i still get to see Mr Alex.. wahahaa.. waahaha... can hear Shuying voice echoing in my mind.. "U SONG 9 D AH?".. thn Khai Shein's voice "U THINK SO EASY TO FAIL AH?"... yerr...

anyways.. the main reason tht i wrote this post was not abt Stats exam.. but wat happened when i was about to enter the exam hall... Mr Alex was calling the students to enter the hall n keep quiet... so when i was about the enter the room, i greeted him as usual.. "Morning Sir".. thn he happily greeted back "morning". wahaha.. the next thing he asked.. "eh? how come u today din wear skirt? yday onli i juz told u tht u wear so nice"... my reply, "oh~ thn i wear next week la"... MUAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA... too happieeee... *muahaha* and yes, ppl will think tht i'm psycho... in fact i am.. yerrr... leaving HMC makes me.. heavy hearted... *wink*

juz now when i was talking with Shanna, she said tht i got "Alex Obsessive Syndrom".. yor.. need to say till like tht meh? kua jiong until say i will stick his photos on the wall.. CHOI! i wont do tht ok? later my mum oso say me crazy = =" wahaha, actually i'm not allowed to stick any poster on the wall.. makes the wall ugly la.. cant help it la.. he's so cute.. Soo Wen onlined last nite, and told me... some student requested him to do some actions, thn he did the 60's dance... the ones u see on tv, where ppl do tht pointing finger up in the air one.. the famous disco move... yer yer.. even told me... too bad she cannot record for me.. = =" gek me somemore by drawing tht dance out >"< YER YER YER.. i wanna watch him dance too! *sob sob sob sob sob*

while everyone is busy studying for exam, onli me busy blogging here.. = =" critique paper still got another more 16 lines to make it 3 full pages.. beh tahan.. continue later la.. whn i think wat to write

Friday, April 07, 2006

Yer.. End of Sem 3 d.. *SOBSOB*

well ppl, our last sem of the foundation has ended.. at first, really wanted to finish the course quickly so tht can get on to first year. but now... really dun feel like going away from the main block.. i'll be missing it.. the people there, the food stalls and restaurants there.. T.T all also very convinient at main block. eh.... now onli i thought of it.. if transfer to the KPD there oredi... not like tht.. we might bump into the legendary one? O_O"

today, on the way to SR11 for accounts class, i saw Ms Selina and Mr Alex *yippie*.. damn happy tht i could still meet him in main block coz i tot he doesnt have any classes on friday... so i said "hi" to Ms Selina n "morning" to Mr Alex... thn i got excited.. but i was worried coz the stupid FBNN is juz a few steps away from them... so when i walked passed her, she smiled at me.. n i din know wat to do.. to smile, or not to smile, tht... is the question @@" i'm too kind n polite to lecturers, so i juz smiled A BIT... sampat one la her.. when i dun wan to greet n smile at her thn onli she wanna start smilin at ppl.. sot one~ but the happiest thing tht i heard today.. of coz it's from Mr. Alex lah.. he say.."wah, today wear so nice one".. MUAHAHAHAHAHA... aiya.. can fly to the sky d... *excited*

today's the last time i'll be having classes in the main block... so sad... yday while i was waiting for my dad, i saw Wern Yii..so we chatted a bit thn saw my dad opposite d.. thn i quickly rushed into the car.. luckily no rain d.. hooiyoh... it jammed all the way from turning out of HELP to the road back to Jalan Ipoh.. wahh... jam jam jam.. so i took the opportunity and asked my dad whether he could get me a laptop @@" now i finally know the importance of laptop d..

wah... 9pm d.. have to go bathe n study for tmr's Stats @@" worried cannot pass la.. sheeze.. all the best tmr~ weeeee.. *hope can see Alex again".. muahahahah muahahaha...