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Long ago, just like the hearse you die to get in again. We are, so far, far from you. Bring it on, just like the hearse you slide to incinerate the lives of everyone you know. And what's the worse to do, from everyone heart you break, and like the blade you stain. Well i've been holding on tonight. What's the worst that i can say? Things are better if i stayed, so long and good night, so long and good night.

Monday, February 27, 2006

crap for the sake of crap

in my opinion, it's better to see or to know the ugly side of ppl.. thn onli we will know, in this world, there is this type of ppl... at least, we wont be fooled or get tricked by these sort of ppl..

utmost, we should thank these ppl for teaching us, showing us tht tis is reality, so wake up! bcoz of them, we mature; bcoz of them, we see things clearer; bocoz of them, we know wat is the truth; bcoz of them, we r no longer naive.

to me, humans were owez the devil. they destroyed wat they've built. politics are owez complicated, none of them r true- fakers. they do not practice wat they preach. lolx.. so wat else can i say? y do ppl have mobs n stikes? isnt it obvious tht there's sumthing wrong with the system? if it's so perfect n good for the citizens, y do they go against it?

i do believe tht one day, the earth will be destroyed. destroyed by humans, technology helps but at the same time, sucking the life out of earth. y do ppl need to live so long? if they have treasured the time n oppoturnity to do things tht r important to them, then even if they died at an early age, they will feel tht maybe they died too soon, but they lived their lives to the fullest, died with lesser regrets. sure, there r many things for them to do but they couldnt live till tht day.

we know tht we shud learn from our mistakes, but y do we over repeat the same mistakes? we know tht it is wrong, but still we continue doing it. izzit bcoz we enjoying doing it? how does it feels? mayb, we couldnt let go. we're holding on to wat we call "belief". everyone has a set of principles n beliefs. in other ppl's eyes, we r wrong. but our heart tells us tht, we r doing juz fine. these ppl do not live their lives with masks on their faces. they r living the real them.

well... today, tis me crapping for the sake of crapping.. lolx.. mayb i will continue to crap abt silly things again..


p/s : hope i'm feeling ok b4 we go to camp.. yeah~ free from fever n snap more pics with mr alex.. kekeke.. will winnie b jealous? wat if alex refused to snap with us??? *OMG* *OMG*

Saturday, February 25, 2006

wee wung wung

hmm.. not available.. lolx... next time onli do sumthing abt it lah

going to camp soon.. juz cant wait for friday

well.. luckily, most of the mid-term exams are over, except the accounts which we'll have to continue one more question (?) next week.. i guess tht there's not enuff time to finish the 3 questions in juz 90 mins.. reminds me abt my form 4 n form 5 years.. 90 mins can do lots of question jor.. nolah.. kidding, if easy questions, maybe 90 mins can do 3 or 4 easy small questions : ) am i exaggerating? i dunno wor..

today, err.. yday was yi yee's bday... dunno whether she got receive my bday testi onot. coz i've noticed tht some of my testi to the other frens werent available at their a/c, so it was either they rejected (too bad lah, i dun owez write testi to others, got mine is oredi ur honour, ok!!??) or maybe they din receive the testi? coz i wrote a testi to khai shein, but i wasnt sure tht she received the testi, coz i din go n check, n i saw no notice abt her testi being updated or wat >.<"

psychology mid term was damn horrible, the reason was as easy as i did not study all the chapters. oh well, tis mid term is a very terrible "jiao xun"! err.. couldnt remember the word in english.. punishment or sumthin, really makes me wanna study harder for the exams. heard from zixian tht even the statistics oso need a presentation, soooo zha dao.. saw wern yii at the bench, she sat with us n gila for a few moments with us >.<" tht shuying even told ppl tht she is called the bird queen.. wahaha.. finally admit d.. kekekeke

statistics mid term was the worst exam ever.. compared to finite maths.. finite was better coz i can affort a '0' for the quiz, but not the mid term.. die loh... later mary scold how? but after i attended thursday's tutorial, i found out tht mary wasnt half as bad as i thought.. juz maybe when she's in class, she's very stern.. >.<" with all her blinking eyes business n the gila moment when she moves the slide towards the wall = =" i guess tht she was still ok in tutorial classes.. lolx.. after her consultation for the latest questions, i suddenly feel an energy to work even harder for the subject..

amazingly tht my macro can pass >.<" wahhh... but still cannot be too lenient for the next quiz, presentation n finals.. who knows it's harder than b4? >.<" lousy presentation skills oso can earn us an 8.5, hmm.. ok lah.. maybe coz we were so busy giggling the whole session.. mr alex decided to deduct our marks? i'm not even sure whether he got our points? but i guess he was oso enjoying our unprofessional n unserious presentation.. when he was taking attendance, he mentioned my name.. "I saw I-Rene".... who owez say TIS sentence one leh? soo wen n shuying izzit? >"< even mr alex oso bully me... wuuu.. wuu....

oh yeah... camp camp~~ cant wait for friday to come.. especially our mid terms are done.. the most happiest thing is tht mr alex is oso going >.<" must snap snap snap photos with him.. SNAP SNAP SNAP!!! SNAP~~~~~ wahahahahaha.. muahahahaha.. waakakakakakkakaka.. MUAHAHAHHAAA... too happy.. paiseh... shanna even worried tht i got to obsessed with mr alex.. he's juz too cute lah.. owez reminds me of my sheep.. which oso called alex, n my dad oso called alex, n shanna's ex oso called alex, n i got one fren oso called alex, n my dad's salesman oso called alex.. WAH.. so many alex i know >.<" how many? i count first ah.. 3... 6 = =" i know 6 alex.. how KIND of GOD to let me know so many many ALEX....

long time no blog d wor.. kekekeke... next time must gambate somemore.. lolx.. juz cant wait to go to camp... weeeeeeeeeeee~~~

suddenly tot of wat wern yii said today.. first year is very busy.. heard tht adeline went for UEL i think.. if i din remember wrongly.. she even mentioned abt a rich girl from ShangHai who dresses up n make up like adeline oso wor.. ooOH.. if can start 1st year on may.. wah.. same buliding with bryan they all.. can ask bryan for my presents.. wahahhaa.. scare him away b4 i could even get them from him = ="

Sunday, February 12, 2006

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Saturday, February 11, 2006

Photos from Li Yong's Bday

cant remember i wrote abt it onot.. it was one of the most boring bday party.. i'm not talking abt the event there.. but it's coz most of the ppl there are her classmates which i dunno them.. out of tht dunno how many ppl. i onli know abt less than 10 ppl there.. see la.. wat to do there wor? bday girl cannot onli stick to one person rite? she's the host, n host has to do all the guest welcoming thingy.. left me.. wuuwuuuuu.. shanna n tht soon chuan not there oso.. not much ppl to talk to tht nite.. really wanted to go home quickly.


dunno most of the ppl there accept for Carlson n si min n one more i know from form 3's councelling society


wat the heck was i doing? cant remember at all.. lolx..


i dunno all these ppl here.. all science stream good students ==" who the heck they r? wah.. tht girl got red eyes wor? kena possessed? eh.. i know 4 ppl here.. OOH


tht center guy is a sissy.. o.O"


waaaahh >.<" all science stream look students.. cannot stand the glaring light


shit.. who snapped me one? where's this place?


i dunno is this me onot? ==" must b tht time i went over to her hse to use the internet awhile.. for the micro's presentation..


onli know chai kee n si min onli.. how sad.. bday girl looks like a devil


bday girl's cousin or niece/newphew


hor! si min, dun think chai kee n li yong cant see.. caught u red handed liao!


carlson n his gf.. y looked like ngam ngam quarrelled one? jz jk la.. they got share the food together o.O


one happy couple jor lo..


i dun remember the cake looked like tis ==" short term memory.. lolx


li yong's family.. including her mum, grandma, aunts n cousins?


HOOI! i havent go near the cake u babies wanna eat jor ah? kick u away


wahh.. human mountain human sea.. juz look at the crowd.. bigger than the ppl in the classroom


where has all the ppl gone?


another sissy.. heard tht his elder n younger bros are more good lookin thn him


i'm juz too interested in the moo moo in my hands


me n jin seng.. the driver for most of our outings.. shanna's fav buddy.. too bad u werent here to snap with him.. purposely wanna make shanna jealous for not attending the party.. pay back time!


know how evil i was? i chat with tis girl whole nite long n din even remember her name. she kinda got pissed off when i asked for her name again.. =="


the onli primary school frens, jin seng, kang wei, carlson n me.. sleeping in front of the cam.. OH NO! my soul is getting sucked into the cam.. help me.. i'm melting~


the security guard took this pic.. can u spot me?


got a better view d


her bro


know which is the one i gave to her?


tada! tis is mine~


my gift to her.. look at those torto.. so kawaii.. >.<" n expensive. asked zixian to help me choose oso